losing your best friend
and the one who taught you to love
is one of the hardest things in life
knowing that they can’t be there to make things right again
to pick you up when your down
make the bad days go away
it kills you
feeling like its your own fault
hurts even more
knowing that if you had of been there
2 seconds before
you could have saved his life
he’d still be here
but he taught me a valuable lesson
if you love someone enough
and you see them in pain
struggling to get through a day at a time
if you see them barely making it
you have to let them go
send them off to a better place
and that’s where he is now
no matter how many years pass
i’ll always love you with the same intensity i did back then
i’ll always think of you as my best friend
and first love
- R.I.P. Smokey